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Welcome home| Levi and Alise

alisegarrowayandcedricdarcy:

"Yeah they do.." She yawned and rocked him gently. "I’d love to see her..I haven’t seen her since the wedding.." Alise leaned against Levi, exhausted. As Auggie quieted down she stroked his cheek, she’d have to get up soon and feed him so right now she was completely content with him being quiet and still. "Let’s give it a week, so we can figure out his sleeping pattern too…Ced will want to see him too.."

Levi nodded, smiling and watching their son settle down in her arms. He rubbed his eyes with one hand, letting out a soft sigh. “A week sounds good..” He let his eyes rest for a few moments, trying to reach out to Izzy to see where she was. No answer. That was normal for Izzy, but he hadn’t heard from her in too long.

"I’m worried about her.. I haven’t heard from her at all since wedding.." He spoke his worries quietly, not wanting to stir anything up and make Alise worry. But he know she would want to know what was going on in his head. 

(Source: broken-ninja)

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Welcome home| Levi and Alise

alisegarrowayandcedricdarcy:

"I think he gets it from you.." She whispered. "Its okay. I heard him crying I was going to get up but you lept out of bed.." She laughed quietly and took August from Levi. "Hi there, sweetheart…" Alise rocked him gently, she wasn’t sure if he was hungry or just fussy. "He might just be hungry.." She mumbled, stroking his head gently and lovingly. "Oh Levi he’s so perfect…" 

Levi smiled and shook his head slightly, watching her take him. “I was scared for a second that he was hurt.. I forget babies cry a lot.” He wrapped one arm around her, settling down comfortably and watching her, smiling more. “He is beyond perfect.. I’ll have to call Izzy in a few days, see where she’s at. She’ll want to see him as soon as you’re ready to have her here.” 

(Source: broken-ninja)

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It’s been a while| Takeshi and Alise

alisegarrowayandcedricdarcy:

"No its okay..if you would like to we can go inside." She said quietly and shook her. "Takeshi shh..stop..its okay…" She brushed her fingers along his jaw. "Come inside… I’ve put some tea on." Alise moved away from him and his touch. "You look like you could use a few cups of tea.." She smiled weakly but the idea of him coming into her home actually unsettled Alise. She didn’t want to invite him in but Levi would want it. She would turn away his brother because she felt sad about life..That was just selfish. 

Once inside her home she locked the door and headed to the kitchen. “Sit down if you like, I’ll just be a moment.” 

Takeshi felt his chest constrict as her fingers brushed over his jaw, but only a moment later she was moving away from him. He looked down at her and flinched on the inside, biting his lip and looking out over the city. He opened his mouth to protest, to say he would just go, probably to go try to get drunk at a bar, but she didn’t leave time for him to argue. He followed her inside, knowing she really didn’t want him to be, feeling like he was going to close in on himself again. 

He nodded slightly at her words, barely seeing the room as he made his way around to the living room. He stood there at the window, looking out at the sky again, trying to think of anything he could say to get himself out of there. He didn’t want her to be uncomfortable. He knew she really loved Levi, not him.. He knew he looked so much like his brother that if it weren’t for the color of his eyes, no one would know it wasn’t Levi.. It killed him to know that.. It killed him to look in mirrors, so he didn’t. He knew it would kill Alise to have him here, and he didn’t want to put her through that. 

(Source: broken-ninja)

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clarissaaplus:

Your oppa cusses. Your oppa hates things. Your oppa flips people off. Your oppa drinks or smokes. Your oppa masturbates. Your oppa has sex. Your oppa watches porn. 

Let it go and stop treating someone in their mid/late twenties like they’re a child.

(Source: clarissamyeolchi)

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I’m happy to see everyone is doing good… 

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It’s been a while| Takeshi and Alise

alisegarrowayandcedricdarcy:

"This is my building, well..The penthouse at least…I’m alright.." She looked at him, he seemed older in a way. "What are you doing here?" Alise took his hand, he was warm like she remembered, he looked so much like his brother… "I don’t really like…guests. They draw a lot of attention to me, most of which is unwanted."

He nodded slightly in understanding, watching her as she looked up at him. She took his hand and he smiled, gently pulling her closer to him as his other hand went up to cup her jaw. “I’ve just been on the road.. Skipping from town to town, staying under the radar.. I.. After what happened.. I didn’t want to face life anymore… I didn’t even realize you were in this town.” He sighed softly, running his thumb over her cheek lightly. “I’ve been so wrapped up in thinking about you and missing you, I guess I came looking for you without realizing it..” His eyes searched her features, taking it all in. She looked like she hadn’t slept since he left. He hated seeing her this way, and silently cursed himself, knowing it was partially his fault. 

He nodded at her last words, biting his lip. “I understand.. I.. Do you want me to go?” He made no move to actually leave though, instead he leaned in and placed a soft kiss to her forehead, a soft whimper leaving his throat as her scent washed over him. He had missed her more than he realized. 

(Source: broken-ninja)

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It’s been a while| Takeshi and Alise

alisegarrowayandcedricdarcy:

Alise had come back to England after Levi died. She could imagine a life without him so she quit life. Picked up a new living in England selling books and finding rare ones for collectors. She made a decent wage and had enough money already in the bank from other jobs that she lived a very comfy life. 

Alise had a small garden on the top of the apartment penthouse. It was a greenhouse like structure that Levi always talked about making when he was.. .Alise spent a lot of time up there so when she saw the back of the head of a man who…Looked like Levi..her heart stopped and picked up in double time. Walking over she swallowed, “Fancy seeing you here..” She spoke softy to Takeshi. 

Takeshi’s eyes widened as he looked up at her, tilting his head. “A-Alise? You.. What are you doing here?” He stood, flashes of memories of living with her and training with her flew through his mind, almost every one of them containing memories of Levi as well. 

He pushed down a flinch and closed his eyes, taking a deep breath before opening them again. “How are you?” He asked, holding one hand out to her. He felt his frozen heart start to melt at the sight of her beautiful face, every emotion he had for her rushing back to his consciousness. It took everything in him not to scoop her up right then and hold her against him until he felt better. He wasn’t sure if she wanted him around though, and he didn’t want to take the risk of accidentally hurting her if she tried to fight against him. 

(Source: broken-ninja)

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Welcome home| Levi and Alise

alisegarrowayandcedricdarcy:

Alise heard the crying, groaning she sat up. Checking the time, she rubbed her eyes. It was barely two thirty they had been home for only two days and already she felt exhausted. As Levi walked back in she smiled sleepily motioning him to come over. “Oh Auggie…” She mumbled, clearly tired. “God he’s so cute..” She smiled. 

Levi looked up at her as she spoke, smiling and walking over. He carefully got back in bed, sitting up next to Alise. “He is cute.. He gets it from you.” He smirked, kissing the top of her head and sighing happily. “How’d you sleep? I’m sorry we woke you, I was trying to be quiet so you could get more rest.. I know you’re exhausted.” He said, holding August slightly out in an offer to her, in case she wanted to take him. 

(Source: broken-ninja)

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